Why is sometimes my faith strengthened and sometimes weakened? Sometimes, I enjoy doing my worship deeds and…

Answer

In the name of Allah, my son, the first thing that you should do is to have Taqwa [piety]. The first step to have piety is to hold yourself accountable just before bed for everything you have done from morning until night, i.e., from the time you wake up for dawn prayer until you come to bed. If you make a good deed, you may thank and ask Allah to accept it. If you make a deed that disobeys Allah, do weep and seek forgiveness from Allah. If you offend any believer at any level, do not go to bed without asking him for forgiveness. Be advised that negligence and deficiency in doing the rights of people is regarded as injustice [dhulum], and Quran curses the unjust. So, do not ever keep anything of the people’s rights in your charge. Allah is the all Guide and Knowing.